Currently I am working on a project where I have begun shifting the position of the subject, which is self, from in front of, to behind the camera. By doing this I am questioning the idea of the power of the lens and where it sits in regards to what can be discovered or uncovered via self-portraiture. I am entering into an experiment on whether I can reorient the lens, so I am not to be objectified by my performances, while trying to see if I am able to witness a transformation. The camera has turned into a physical body, that investigates the “self” being pushed, challenged, and peeled away to something essential. Being a victim and a survivor of sexual assault has caused me to feel disconnected from my past life and through orchestrated actions I am trying to discover my “true” or different self.